So this afternoon I came back from my friend's house after we made a doll video about them robbing a bank/post office (you should anticipate this highly) and I opened Internet Explorer planning to listen to that one Ed Sheeran song I like on YouTube and study for my geometry test on Wednesday and I noticed something: I have 100 followers.
I love you guys so much. This could not have come at a better time. Really, you have no idea.
Quite honestly, when I walked in my house after I got back this afternoon I was thinking about a post to share with you guys... and it wasn't a good one. Recently I've felt like I've lost my motivation to blog, as well as any inspiration I had left. I just didn't want to blog, like at all. Not to mention I hardly have any time to do so anyway. D: That might be a problem still, but I was considering taking a 'break' for an undetermined amount of time which I might or might not have come back from.
But this one little extra follower (who I love, whoever you are, you have helped me, my darling) has given me motivation to blog again! YAY! I will find something to write, even if it's just a crack doll journal post I will post for you girls. I love you so much.
Recently, I've felt like I've accomplished nothing with my blog. It seems like some girls are being more successful in five months than I have been in two years. I felt like you were going to ignore my little blog and move on... like the era of it's Prussia-ness (or awesomeness, for normal people) was over before it even started. I felt like people had forgotten that I existed here and they essentially didn't care anymore. I didn't feel like a good blogger, but like what I wanted so badly I didn't get the chance to have. I had started to develop a "best friend" of the blogger world. That's not a good thing. The title is given ironically.
You may think this is an overreaction to just one little number, but this number is so much more than just how many people cared enough about what I write to just click a little button. It makes me feel special and important, like I'm not just writing this on the off chance that someone other than myself might read it but like someone actually cared about what I have to say and what I've put effort into.
Seriously, this couldn't have come at a more crucial time. I love you guys so much.
I promise that I'll do something super special for you girls! Maybe another giveaway? Or something else? A special photo story or photo shoot if I can't find something sufficiently awesome for a giveaway? Or a video? I like weird videos. Comment and tell me what you would like to see! :D
Seriously, I love you guys.
On a slightly different note, I think that I'm going to discontinue A Doll Divided for the time being. Yeah, I know. I fail epically at committing to prolonged series or photo series. But I just don't have any ideas nor do I have the time to post or make these right now. If you want me to, I'll continue it later when I have more time. (which might end up being next summer) But also, please comment (or email me at lovethatdoll(at)yahoo(dot)com!) and tell me if you want me to continue it. If no one cares I don't think I'll pick it up again any time soon. No time and no ideas.
Thank you so much for everything, guys. <3 feel="feel" inspired.="inspired." makes="makes" me="me" p="p" so="so" this="this">
Yes, the title of this post is a song,